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I'm sorry to hear you suffer from self-hatred. It's common among victims of transgenderism. Know that "transition" doesn't solve anything. At best, it delays or hides mental problems. But, by design, it destroys the body's endocrine system, which is necessary to live, making us dependent on pharmaceuticals for life, and putting us at higher risk of heart disease, cancer, sexual dysfunction, weak bones, hot flashes, etc. And it objectively brings no physical benefit. You would do better to avoid you-statements (accusations). My mistake was trusting my doctor to do first no harm. Don't let it be yours, too.