Posted: Feb 04, 2017 1:41 pm
if you give me some hints. 
I wasn't suggesting the path you're on is wrong. You do you. What I am saying in you're wrong to believe all atheists are believers deep down. Some are just as some people of faith are actually nonbelievers. Lots of us just aren't though. We don't believe in a higher power. That's it and it's ok.
I not even certain what you were asking me to provide you with hints to.