Posted: Jun 27, 2011 4:36 am
by inkaStepa
I guess I'm just torn about how to handle things. Earlier I was at a friends house and this girl flicked my hair in my face. If I had done nothing I would've looked like a B to everyone and lost their respect. I don't want to bring more suffering, fear, or hate in the world but I did in exchange for a good rep.

I feel good in life when I'm held in high esteem, or rather am recogfnized for something I accomplished. And when my family is taken care of. Not caring what others think isn't really an option. And where I live, without friends I'm not going to last very long....it's a very anti-intellect place. I hate the way this world is run, but it's like I have no choice but to comply.