Posted: Nov 24, 2014 3:18 pm
Yeah. I've a lot if self control. The stupid thing is just that doing the right thing for my health is disturbing me emotionally. For instance, I've built up a lot of muscle, so I can eat more without worrying, but my shitty brain perceives myself not as muscular but fat and bulky :/ Fuck that. I went and got myself a therapist because I've not idea on how fight this myself.