Posted: Jun 13, 2016 7:13 pm
by Keep It Real
I think I used to suffer from HOCD - before I was consistently and properly medicated for my schizophrenia. I used to call it a fear of vertiginous homophobic collapse. The thing I feared I reason now was that I would no longer experience heterosexual coupling. Loss aversion. It's important to me - being a meat bag of propagating genetic material. It was largely caused by my being identified as gay by strangers - I had a kind of floaty insecure manner. Since I've been medicated I no longer get identified as such and perhaps that helps. Identifying people as being gay could be a major cause of hocd IMO.