Posted: Jan 11, 2017 7:04 pm
It has become apparent to me that I need to sacrifice my current life in order to move forward. I've been drinking, smoking, taking drugs and pacing for many years now with no other interests/vocations to speak of. Just the state of not being consumed in a project was...liberating; to exist in a state of pure free contemplation, experiencing my own thoughts free from external preoccupations. I need to sacrifice those pleasures for a greater good. I need to sacrifice my life for a good cause, writing and reading psychology, volunteering, socialising, trying to do some good in the world for others. It's a revelation. Celebrate with me!