Posted: Jan 25, 2018 10:41 pm
I'm not sure exactly what you have achieved without medication, except for basically removing yourself from everything except your own immediate surroundings. If I could stay at home with the curtains closed totally alone, maybe I could convince myself that my sense of being was good too. I don't think so though, as I could not accept total isolation as the price for peace of mind. I don't see the point of life if life equates to keeping myself in a box so that nothing impacts on me. Still we have had this conversation before, and if that's what works for you, all the best to you.