Posted: Feb 12, 2018 6:26 pm
Keep It Real wrote:Fallible wrote:Maybe I'm not explaining myself well. You have listed a catalogue of things that happened to you while drunk which can't all have happened during the same episode, which means you thought 'oh well bad luck these things happen I guess' and then went and did it again and again. In essence it doesn't matter if you then when psychotic. You chose to drink again knowing that it gets you into trouble. My point being that the professionals aren't responsible for you doing that, unless you are dependent on alcohol and they haven't treated you as they should have with that.
I kept doing it because of all the years I drank with no fallout - thought I was just having a spell of bad luck. For the last bloody time - if the "pros" had told me about AIP and it's comorbidity with schizophrenia I WOULD NOT HAVE DRANK.
And for the last bloody time, what sane person do you know who goes completely off their tits when drunk would NOT think that it might perhaps be a good idea to stop drinking, whether going off their tits was through psychosis or not? A spell of bad luck? You got locked up how many times? You got attacked how many times? You're in your right mind when not drinking according to you, so why did you KEEP ON making decisions which someone in their right mind simply would not make, when not psychotic? You're not making sense.