Good day to you. After continuing to go through these horrible synchronicities non stop i decided to do more research this year to try to figure this thing out, and what i found out during my research is a thing called "gangstalking"
Im trying to be rational and not believe in anything like that, but this thing has gotten so bad that I'm at the point where I'm actually considering it. On the gangstalking website I visited it described exactly what I'm going through word for word. I'm trying to be rational but the synchronicities are happening at such an alarming rate and they are so uncanny that it's impossible to be rational. As I did more research I found out many other p ople who are going through this also came to this gangstalking conclusion.
Some people are saying they are demons and other people are saying it's the government.
I almost committed suicide a few months ago because of this and I was close to doing it again today. I don't want to do it again.
I'm agnostic and don't want to believe in any type of religion, but people are saying demons are causing this and it's really messing with my mind. With the way these synchronicities are happening, I'm starting to believe it could be true.
I need some urgent help to get my mind to a rational state and I don't want to take medicine or be locked in a psychward. But I feel that's the road I'm on right now.
Over tried to accept intuition, as well as confirmation bias, but this thing comes in waves and acts as if it has a mind of its own. I don't know how much more I can take.
I have 2 links that I want to share with you. The first one is from the gangstalking website that explains in detail the exact experiences that I'm going through. And the second link is a video of a Christian man explaining how this all is caused by demons.
Please check out these links and see if you can bring me any type of rationality from them. I need rational people from sites like these to really help me see clearly right now. Because I don't know what is real right now.
I look forward to your responses. Thanks.
1st link:
http://gangstalkingillusions.simplesite.com/4294130662nd link:
https://youtu.be/ybRJnvWpVSg