I think that today I gave up on agnosticism, atheism... creationism and all ISM...
I had a vision. I mean, I was standing in the open space somewhere beyond the orbit of Neptune and I suddenly saw the Flying Spaghetti Monster in front of me... I felt touched, I felt forgiven...
I don't need to prove to you the existence of the Flying Spaghetti Monster, I think that you must feel it with your own heart in order to believe it.. and then your sins will be forgiven.