kiki5711 wrote:Osscam'sLaser: Indeed - 15 years is a large part of people's lives. It is quite natural to view it as a situation of "throwing good money after bad," or not wishing to consider a large investment of time to be a waste, so more time is invested and committed to the cause, without any tangible results.
Actually I don't see it as a waste of time and money at all.
That's pretty much my point. You wouldn't see it as a "waste" of time and money, if you've already put that much into it, and are continuing to do so. The question of value is answered by whether anything significantly good came out of it. In the context of this discussion, apparently it was a benefit that you, being on the "inside", gained some sort of enlightenment or understanding of a proper interpretation of the Bible to reconcile these nasty problems... an understanding which you neglected to provide here. The smokescreening and handwaving response that one must begin reading the Bible from page 1 of Genesis does not answer the question at all, and certainly appears intellectually dishonest to those of us who have, in fact, read the entire Bible. There is no deeper understanding to be obtained; in my experience, after having read the Bible cover to cover five times, each time through, God only appears more and more of a psychotic, homicidal (genocidal) maniac. Thus, the charge of smokescreening and handwaving - a proper answer would be "If you want the correct interpretation of why God apparently kills people by the millions, then you'd need to read the Bible cover to cover, or start with 'Book 1' - where you would find the answer in Genesis X:Y-Z, Leviticus A:B-C, Deuteronomy M:N-O, etc." Instead, you're deflecting attention away from the issue by requesting that your critics immerse themselves in a very broad, ultimately irrelevant body of knowledge (as if a question was answered by "Go look it up on the Internet; read every web page if necessary") without providing much of what you are about to call treasured understanding relevant to the subject at hand.
The experience gave me so much understanding that I treasure it.
You treasure it so much that you will not share it with anyone else - or else, you overvalue it so much that you cannot perceive this understanding isn't very comprehensible.
Now that is just me.
How selfish of you! You could at least have given it an attempt.
I have a tendency to learn from every situation in my life.
You seem to have much less of a tendency to teach others what you have learned.
Being in that church was definitely the high light of my life.
Other people feel the same way about the churches they attended, for very understandable reasons, mainly social support. The value of that experience, in this context, is the extent to which the main topic is addressed - that is, why did God cause or order the deaths of millions of people in the Bible? Granted, it's a tough question, but if your understanding is so treasured, cherished, and valuable to you to the point of you feeling confident of your position, why not at least try to express it in something a little more specific than (paraphrased) "go read the entire Bible"?
I would never go back to it ever again, but I treasure the years that I was there.
Sounds like a mildly interesting backstory which is ultimately irrelevant to this discussion. As much as I like to hear a good excommunication story, or leaving in a huff (cue Groucho Marx - "Don't leave in a huff. Leave in a minute and a huff"), I'll pass on this one.