sennekuyl wrote:michael^3 wrote:
I believe, but this is just a belief so please don't shoot me for it, that if you ask god earnestly about the questions that really bother you, he will set up circumstances that enable you to have the insight that you want.
I did what you suggest for nearly a decade. Passionately. I was horrified at how nonchalant Christians were about the effects the "world" (understanding it to be sinful) had on Christianity. I fought it endlessly as best I could in my sphere of influence.
How long should I have waited? Or should I take comfort that my prayerful questions seemed to lead me to the answers eventually ending them by becoming an atheist, is what God wanted me to understand?
You are the sole expert of your own life, I can't know this.
The longer I am in this thread, the more I'm beginning to think that I should have shut up. Everyone's experiences and expectations are different, so any kind of advice seems pretty much useless.
As I see it now, there was no God to answer so my questions were meaningless.